cant get to slp..
tink i slept too much today..
y? coz i too free nothing to do..

had a nice break from work since yest..
didnt go out..
stayed at hm n slp
was being lazy but cant help it
i tink no matter how long i slp oso not enough..

i polish my court shoes
eeee.. to wear tt..
sucky feeling
no choice..
got to wear no 3 (tunic) tml..
hai..

anyway..
there's tis online 'sex show' abt tis nyp ger..
my god.. was so disgusted by e person who posted it..
well.. its reli invading privacy..
its an offence to post tis thing online..
so i hope tt idiot get caught..
in terms of moral n stuff..
i tink all 3( guy ger n 1 who post it)
deserves to get punish..
y??

coz its obvious tt its recorded down purposely
i mean, for wad right??
now make everything so blown up..
if its mi..
i no face to face anyone..

life is getting stupider and stupidest..
wadever i type abt stupid,
im just being lame..
(where got tt kind of word???)
haha..

12:25 AM;
I made my mark

wad a nice day..
my day was peaceful at work..
im not pissed by anything..
in fact.. im only wanted to slp..

interviewed 3 gers today..
im their personal supervisor
so i take care of their needs and wants..
they all v young.. ard my age..
so can click lo..

but den.. to balance between work n frds..
not reli tt easy ba..
too friendly, will be hard to discipline them
if too strict, will backfire..
so.. hard huh? still trying to be middle..

i do feel a sense of achievement
can talk n get to help them..
guess tt's e most meaningful part in my job..
i love it!!!!

anyway.. my new desk came yest
my queen bed came today..
im so happy!!! was jumping ard .....
on my bed la.. haha..
i can roll here n there.
wun fall off!!
life is just so simple afterall...

6:07 PM;
I made my mark

how does it feels crying in e rain??
i guess.. i can cry till my heart content..
those tears tt's rolling down ur cheeks..
is not visible to all..

who says u got to be with tt someone u like?
if she's happy, tt's enough..

i said tt to silly too..
i duno how she feels abt tt..
wad i know is..

i reli meant wad i said..

somehow.. e emptiness claims mi again..
my instincts tells mi so..
i dun dare to trust myself..

getting hurt.. havin regrets in life
loving n hating
forgiving n forgetting

is tt life is all abt??
heartache and headache..

11:37 PM;
I made my mark

ok.. i just finish editing my blog layout..
i just change e pic from my previous blog layout..
even so.. it took mi quite some time??

cant find any blog layout tt i like..
so i just anyhow edit one..

e pic were blur..
abit off..
but i just try it out de la..
ya..

so.. mc from yest n today..
yest was like hell
today better le..
i still feel soft all over..

tml start work le..
few more days n i will report to HTA
the following 1 week in HTA
i hope it will be good for mi..
silly's coming over to my place to stay..
alr confirm le..
will bring her clothes over to my place on sat..

excited? lost of words??
i duno.. i just know tt my hrt is occupied
i tried hard.. but i cant forget..
teddi says 'it takes time'
i wonder..
based on e things tt im doing for her..
how long do i need..

my queen size bed, my new desk
plus my new printer is coming on sat
wow.. i always wanted to change to a bigger bed..
so ya i have it soon..
n just so nice..
silly will be staying over..
haha.. so she's lucky la..

im hungry.. v hungry now..
shall go find something to eat..
shall update later..

9:35 AM;
I made my mark